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My World In Chaos

Hacos is a town that sits in the middle of a deserted emplacement, surrounded by thick layers of unattended turfs, built inside a dilapidated stone wall. The cracks on the wall told stories from a thousand years ago, the burned down structures symbolised defeat.
The place was empty when I arrived, the mad silence permeated through every corner of the abandoned ruins, even death wouldn’t be welcome here, even my shadows couldn’t hide the antagonistic presence in this dwelling. The cold wind pierced through my skin causing me to tremble, a certain sadness suffocated me.
I don’t know why I keep coming back, why every road I take leads me here, a godforsaken sanctuary for the lost souls, for the ones who can’t find peace from within. This is the place for the abandoned, for the hopeless, for the desperate. I belong here.

16 thoughts on “My World In Chaos

  1. And he said, Go forth, and stand upon the mount before the Lord. And, behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the mountains, and brake in pieces the rocks before the Lord; but the Lord was not in the wind: and after the wind an earthquake; but the Lord was not in the earthquake:

    And after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.
    1 Kings 19:11,12 (KJV)

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  2. You are such and amazing writer your poems are so alluring they take me back to when I used to write poem. 🥰 I was scrolling through my comments and came to your website specifically to read some of your writing!

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  3. Desire for Death, the Solution of “Not Being” and Freedom for “Being.”

    Before the start of World War II, Freud was consulted on the possibility of an agreement or negotiation that ended the apparent escalation to the conflict.
    He replied that the DESIRE OF DEATH is human nature.

    “To be or not to be, that is the question.” William Shakespeare
    (Poetic license to use this verse in this context.)

    For those who have been blessed with the gift of BELIEVING and having FAITH, it can be understood that “not to be” is the Freedom for the Soul over reason (rational self).

    “I think, therefore I am.” René Descartes.
    That is if I don’t THINK I’m dead, don’t I exist ?! (I rational)
    That would be a satanic logic that enslaves people to their thoughts and ideas and their possible knowledge. It should not be so.

    “Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.

    For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” Matthew 16:24,25 (KJV)

    “Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:” John 11:25 (KJV)

    “Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.” 2 Corinthians 3:17 (KJV)

    “Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.” John 14:6 (KJV)

    “And God said unto Moses, I Am That I Am: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I Am hath sent me unto you.” Exodus 3:14 (KJV)

    “Therefore we are always confident, knowing that, whilst we are at home in the body, we are absent from the Lord:
    (For we walk by faith, not by sight:)” 2 Corinthians 5:6,7 (KJV)


    1. And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

      Gospel of John chapter 8 verse 32


    2. Animals in general, have no rational activity, however, they can teach many things to human animals,
      as dignity, humility, and love; and they do not exercise hatred and cruelty for free, as humans do, against their own species and the environment in which they live.


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