I am confused, tired and demented. I just feel so lonely right now. I keep thinking about negative things, my weaknesses, judgment from other people, the pressure of life is just too much to take. I feel like I am just existing, without purpose, my heart is filled with doubts and dismay. I don’t know what to do. It’s frustrating because I thought I’m okay.
I was supposed to be more active here, I am done writing the Blogger Spotlight, I only needed to post it, the Blogger Award and the Kooky Tag are both completely finished, but I don’t know, I haven’t been able to post them because my mind is somewhere, lost and senile. I just don’t understand any of it at all. I don’t know why I am doing this, not anymore.
I am sorry. Please understand.
I feel embarrassed to say this, but I feel like no matter what I do, it won’t make any difference.
I hope you understand, darlings. I’ll fix this. Soon. 😦