I am back. Ragazza Triste is back! I miss y’all so much, I hope you haven’t forgotten about me, not yet, at least. Ha ha! These past couple of months has been a cocktail of emotions, I was on vacation, I was off the grid, I wasn’t online or socially active on the internet, I was being a monk, ha ha.
I had fun, I was happy, I didn’t care much about other things, I wanted to spend time with my family, to be there for them. It was the most beautiful thing.
Coming back to Dubai was a different story though, it was very upsetting, I was very shaken and flustered because I didn’t wanna go back, I didn’t wanna leave home, my life is there, my heart jumped out of my chest and stayed in the Philippines. I was so heartbroken.
I was thinking bad thoughts, I was all out of my elements, it was hard, I struggled to find inspiration, I wasn’t so sure if I could be able to get rid of my private demons, boy, they are out for blood and I am just a sitting duck waiting to be ruined. I am pretty sure that I am over-reacting, ha ha! 🙂
Seriously, I was a mess. I couldn’t function. I felt so empty.
I prayed, I asked for His guidance, I talked to the man upstairs, I needed to feel better, and I felt better. Now I’m here, smiling while typing this bread and butter post, laughing at myself. Thank you to all of you, for accepting my weakness, for not bailing out on me, for sending your thoughts and love, I am so happy.
So, The Blogger Spotlight will be back tnext Sunday, The Kooky Tag is almost finished, I am also doing a fun activity for y’all, and my very own Blogger Award is on the works. This is all for you, guys!
Yey! How’s everything with you, guys? Talk to me on the comment section. Cheers!