It rained today. It was melancholy. It actually felt like home for a moment, I felt deficient, my sadness poured all over me, like a sad song, like a pensive touch, like a lonely echo of isolation. I didn’t find solace as the frigid wind touched my veneer existence, it was something too stale I didn’t even flinch.
I walked through the crowd like a dormant entity, I stopped between sobs of defeat, I didn’t feel anything. I hate the rain, it makes me remember memories, memories that are now sheltered away. I don’t want to cry today.
Reblogged this on The Phoenix Rises.
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Aww. Thank you. I haven’t heen active. Been feeling down lately. 😦
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You are very welcome! I am sorry to hear that- I am glad that you are back in the community, even if for a bit right now. I hope you feel more like yourself soon. Let me know if you need anything. Stay strong!
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Thank you. I’m trying not to write negative things, but I guess when I’m sad and blue, I feel a serene comfort in writing. 🙂
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I think it would be a relief to write even negative things. You can get those feelings off your shoulders perhaps.
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Definitely. I just got lucky because people are actually reading them. He he.
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That is always really comforting! I’m sure many people can relate to your posts.
Best, CC
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Yes. I feel very happy because I am a part of this community. I can prettt much express everything that’s inside my hear without being judged.
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I love WordPress as well! It’s a very welcoming and supportive community.
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Your writing is beautiful. Hope that you are able to cheer up. I love to see the sunshine in your words🌻
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Aww. Thank you so much. I am praying for the sunshine as well.
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It will come – it always does! 😀
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ohhh I so relate to this, I have been feeling the same and we had heavy heavy rain here too yesterday and my car battery was flat and then I had to take it out on the open road in pouring rain and it was very frightening. That deep dark place is hard. Thinking of you. I hope the heaviness lifts in time. ❤
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Wow. Your car had broken down and then it rained. Very appropriate. I think I like the rain as much as I hate it. It’s a very unlikely companion, when I’m feeling emotional.
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Yes, sometimes I LOVE rain but on other days it can feel so deep and dark.
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