It rained today. It was melancholy. It actually felt like home for a moment, I felt deficient, my sadness poured all over me, like a sad song, like a pensive touch, like a lonely echo of isolation. I didn’t find solace as the frigid wind touched my veneer existence, it was something too stale I didn’t even flinch.

I walked through the crowd like a dormant entity, I stopped between sobs of defeat, I didn’t feel anything. I hate the rain, it makes me remember memories, memories that are now sheltered away. I don’t want to cry today.


      1. You are very welcome! I am sorry to hear that- I am glad that you are back in the community, even if for a bit right now. I hope you feel more like yourself soon. Let me know if you need anything. Stay strong!


  1. ohhh I so relate to this, I have been feeling the same and we had heavy heavy rain here too yesterday and my car battery was flat and then I had to take it out on the open road in pouring rain and it was very frightening. That deep dark place is hard. Thinking of you. I hope the heaviness lifts in time. ❤

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